Quote: Anyway, I am back into it, this staying up late. Tired as hell and wondering why I feel like crying half the time.
but hey, I'm getting ME time, right? :P
Seriously I know something's gotta give soon, something's gotta break or were gonna have charcoal spilled out all over the yard...
Man, you sound run down. Can you perhaps ask your H to give you some Char-time? All this emotional stuff can be so incredibly draining, and as you know, all of us need to recharge our batteries somehow. Sometimes I rip it up on the guitar, sometimes it's Yoga, working out, and othertimes it's woodworking. Thing is, can you have your outlets at some time other than 1:00 in the morning? Are you exercising frequently? I do know that when I exercise, not only does it release those wonderful endorphins, but I'm am energized for the day and sleep better at night.