thanks tomato - i am sincerely hoping Dom didn't mean for me to just walk up and ask him to make a choice. Like i mentioned in my post above, i don't even know how much i care about the games. I think the conversation will be more about what he thinks a good healthy M should be and how he thinks we are doing. My best guess, he's not going to see a problem with how things are. He's really big on not sharing and hiding emotions, so we'll see how that goes.
I did call my sister and ask her if she would be able to take the girls out for a couple hours, but she hasn't gotten back to me, so we'll see. Otherwise, it will be an "after bedtime" talk...
Physically, i'm doing ok. Just getting more tired and achy. just over 5 weeks left now. Spiritually i'm doing ok. Just trying to lean on God and pray when I'm feeling like I am now. Emotionally, I've been better. Just kinda feeling empty inside... the only thing that really effects me anymore is my babies.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
