Yes, I am confused. I just think...how could he have done that to me??? He became a different person when he met OW. I mean he really did. I don't like the new person...and I'm not sure what she liked about him. I don't know if I would ever be able to let go of the past anyway. I thought I could....but it seems I keep dwelling on it and don't know how to let it go. I don't know if I would ever be relaxed in this relationship again.
I am going to dinner with some friends tonight. It should get my mind off of things for a little while.
I just really wonder what is going through H's mind. How can he stand this? I don't get it.
