Thanks everyone. I'm really down today. I haven't felt this down for a while. I guess I've been able to avoid my feelings a bit but now it's all raw again. At least it's not overwhelming.
I sure wish God would whack my W over the head with a hammer and get her to see what she's doing to us all.
Well, I'll be all right. My house will probably start foreclosure on friday since I can't make the payment they require. I haven't felt as beat up as I do know, but I still have faith.
It sure would have been nice to have a W who stood by my through all this, instead of one who runs from me.
