Well, with everything that has happened, I am not surprised you are confused and wonder if you love him. I certainly can see why you don't like him lately - and love definitely gets buried under that.
Well, give it a week or so and work on getting what you need to do in line with what you want to do - meaning wanting an answer and being okay with the answer.
I think the best way to do that is to work on your PMA. Surround yourself with friends and fun and get so you feel better all around. Remind yourself that you WILL be okay no matter what happens.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2