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It's just that to me that feels like giving in and sending a message that I no longer care when in reality I care very much.


Never allow your heart to suffer in name of love
love is an act of happiness not of suffering

Never allow your eyes to shed tears for someone
who will never make you laugh

Never allow your name to be uttered in vain
by a man who isn't worth it

Never waste time with someone
who will never have time for you

Never allow your feet to walk in the direction of a man
who keeps running away from you

Never allow hurt, loneliness, resentment, jelousy and anger
to weaken the amazing power that God put in you.


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He and his sisters have been my motivation for standing but what has it achieved?

What have you achieved??? you've gone on with your life! your life didnt' stop because he left, your motivation are your kids and YOU, because you deserve to be happy. So whatever you did didn't make H come back, that doesnt' make you a failure, you fought to the bitter end and your kids know that, you didn't just give up and got yourself a bandaid/om. You didnt' take the easy way out, you have so much to be proud of, you stood up for your M, your kids and God have seen that.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.