thank you for the reply. I don't know what yu mean by "hurtbag". And I'm terrified of him leaving because I'm basically a stay at home mother and haven't really been "out there" and we moved from NYC and I am TERRIFIED!!!!
And yes, I am beginning to move to the direction that I just want him the f out. I can't take it anymore. Even when he's here I feel so angry inside, (don't show it, db) of his ARROGANCE, like he's the f'ing prince of the world, I'm I'm a pathetic nobody.
But I've made a "mini" decision for myself (GAL). I never finished college and this has always bothered me. I was signed to RCA records and music has always been my life. I had always worked "day jobs". Well, the jig is up. I think I want to go back to school and work as a therapist -- I have always wanted to do this besides the music thing.
That is my goal for next week. Begin looking into ways to get back into school.
