WW is maintaining her NC, I THINK. I am doing my best to verify. As sad as it is, any glimmer of niceness, hope, a smile, laugh, not wearing sweat pants, using an exclamation point in an email, etc. drives me nuts. I automatically think something is up...Contact must have been made. Just have to remind myself to detach, detach, detach. 'Trust, but verify' as my friend says.
We have a MC session tomorrow, our first. I can't wait. My expectations are remaining low, but I am hoping for the best. I have no idea what to really expect, or how it will work.
Interestingly, my WW is being pretty active about looking for a job. I think this is a good thing, but it makes you wonder.... Is she just getting ready for life on her own? Or trying to fill a void in her life, or do something so she doesn't have to constantly think about OM? Maybe this is a good question to ask in MC.
My days are getting better and better. Getting back into work, life, friends, etc. GAL-ing big time. Honestly, I feel as good as I have felt in YEARS. Maybe 10 years. Maybe more. Feels great to be right and whole again.
