I am feeling beteter now anyway. I know that `talking` wont solve much at the moment, and that actions are much louder than words. I know that I have been showing consistant behaviour that has worked and has got me back into my bed... something that would have seemed impossible even a month ago. I know W is coming around to me. I know I am the better man, the better choice. I really want to talk my W around to this sometimes, but I know that doesnt work, so just keep on with the `actions`.
It really is not fair, I take care of my W when she needs me, but OM get the `fun` and the kisses. I am not doing this to get somewhere though, I am doing it because I love my W and I see she needs help.
ANd what would I prefer to `be right` in the moment now, or to be married for the next 50 to 60 years!
So back on track now.
Steve
PS the whole me wanting to kiss my W thing. I still do of course, but I realise now that she will kiss me when everything is ok again. So when she kisses me it will be the signal of the end of this.
Me 27 W 30 M 2yrs/ T 5yrs Expecting our first child Sept 08 warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08 I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08 Living together.
