hello Seek, glad to see you are doing better and adjusting if you can call it that. Sorry to here he has pneumonia again, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. This road we are on sure is a long one. I guess seasons are good for causing change. Seek I thought I was seeing my relationship with my fiance'/girlfriend but this past week something strange happend. Strange being an understatement and I have no idea what I need to do other than give her space. She was bubbly, loving, and close with me the weekend before last and then one evening everything changed. Now she is irrited if I try to talk to her, get close to her or just romantic in any way. I have no idea what I may have done or said, I have no idea if the problem was just my presence. She won't talk to me, she won't return my text messages its just strange. At one point I got so frustrated I wondered why I was still hanging in. I then came to my senses, I thought of the enormous loss, waste, and just want to remain strong and faithful to her even if it does get tough. I can't think of anyone else in my life but her, the idea is disturbing to say the least. Ahhhhh, I just hope that whatever is on her mind is worked out and that she finds some peace. Would be nice to talk with her as well, I miss that......
