The Dr. herself called and talked to me yesterday evening. She said we need to get the surgery over with since my bleeding can't be totally stopped and has picked back up.
They are going to be very tired of me before this is all over I am sure as I plan to call again today. The tumor is a fibroid and on a stem best I understand her and the thing has somehow moved and is sticking out now. Should be no problem for her to get I bet but I don't understand how I can now have this baseball where it is at. Sorry know that is GROSS! I wonder if my body itself is trying to shed the thing if that makes sense?
I sort of wish at this point the surgery was this morning. Because losing blood like I am I figure I can only be weaker by Friday morning.
This morning I have to hustle out to the hospital to have blood drawn.
I will be soooo glad when this is over. I plan to crash all weekend!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
