Another update. I'm kinda using this as a journal as much as anyhting and think it helps just to write things down.
W had busy day yesterday and was shattered and a bit stressed when she arrived home, shortly after I had got in from work, tidied up, showered, washed up etc and as in a state she was riling me, to which I avoidied biting and arguing. She was having a bit of a go at my oldest for what I thought was no reason so I would reassure him that mummy was just tired and not to get upset (as he appeared he was) and tried to continue playing with him. MIL then came round and also told W to stop snapping at the oldest, though not sure it got through.
I made pizza and fed youngest then usual bath and bedtime routine. Asked if W wanted to do anything, game or something but she said she was to tired and I offered a massage which was declinned. Oh, I also gave her some money for today as she's taken the boys out and got a thank you. I mena, she would of probably used joint account anyway, but I wanted to do that for me anyway to ensure the kids have a great day. Bit sad I'm not there to enjoy as well, but someone has to work !!!
Not sure if any progress is really being made in R, but certainly feel more positive in me. Got more confident and finding the kids more fun than ever. Oldest is certainly responding and really wants to play with dad all the time which is great as he was such a mummys boy.
Ok, will prob update tomorrow.
GL to all and any comments greatly appreciated. Even to tell me ...noooooooooo, your doing it all wrong. I won't know if nobody says !!
