he did not come home at all nor did he call anyone of the kids with the exception of S yesterday afternoon.
i cannot sleep as i feel like i have been used, feel dirty that he went back to ow, etc. i really feel cheap. it sickens me because he is so far gone mentally due to the drinking. the only one he will admit he has to stop drinking is our son.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
