hopeful4her, it is good for you you reached such a determination. Right now I am very confused, I don't have clear what is right and what is wrong, specially for the kids. This evening I went there to tell them good night, read them a story and ask them about their day. After that I was ready to leave, but my wife asked me to stay, she offered my some dinner and a glass of wine ad we friendly chatted for a bit, I was almost going to give a 4 to this day. Than - I don't know from where, but I guess I brought that up, we started talking about OM.... and she said: speaking of witch, when are you going to have the kids sleep over at your place? The intentions where clear.... so she could stay with OM overnight... I said WHAAAAAAT!! I am not going to help you with that! She was very puzzeld, she was asking why? She said that because I don't care about her anymore (this is what I told her) I shouldn't care where she sleeps - and that she has the right to have a night off once a month while I have all the nights I want. I said she can have all the nights she wants, just I am not going to back her up with that! We started fighting and so instead of a 4 I gave the day a clear 2.
Thinking of her having sex with somebody else makes me sick, in a very physical way, I could vomit. I don't know if I will ever be able to forgive her for this. Right now I don't think so, I don't know how people can do it. To me right now she looks like "dirty"... I don't know, is it normal?
