Wish OM would just `#$& off back to his own family! Leave me and my family a chance to get started in this life! I know he is interested in Ws pregnancy.... just %&$% off!!!
Vent over!
Things keep getting better slowly. I just wish my W was a little bit more proactive in this. I hope that things work themselves out when we get to the maternity leave stage (or before) that is just 4 months away though. Going to be hard. I wont mess this up. I think I am pretty much there with getting back to the guy I want to be. (except the 6pack). Ball is in Ws court now. Instead of hitting it back to me, she seems to have picked it up and is looking at it.
Am I right in continuing `as if` things are ok? I know that it is working for now, but I dont want this technique to just bypass the whole issue of her job, OM, the way she seems to deal with male friends in general. I am not sure that backing off from her now (because I am not happy about sitch in general) would be a good idea? But I dont know.
I seem to be back in the bed now, 4 days now. This is a big step forward I think. Dont really want to step back by myself into the sofabed unless it is really needed.
Cheers
Steve
Me 27 W 30 M 2yrs/ T 5yrs Expecting our first child Sept 08 warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08 I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08 Living together.
