no expectations 6

[peacetoday]

PH
Yes thanks
I guess I am lucky to have him here so often but I still feel it goes nowhere
one day he is nice or very talkative we connect have a greta conversation
next day he is angry distant uncommicative
so it is crazy ,making!
I really felt the exhaustion today
mom back in hospital
H called 4 times reminding me to call accountant for tax info as he waited till the last day possible to file extension
I finally clled him back..but he tolsd me to call accountant so I already knew
he seemed like he wanted to talk, but I didnt so I got off
went to visit mom.. so hard watching her deteriorate

I decided to meditate and breate a lot today
I really want to get to accupunturist
I feel my adrenals are stressed
so I focused on my healing and felt better
got to focus off problems and rest a bit
peace