Stronger - but still confused

[Snow White]

I do not think I can wait a good long while. I will give him his week(originally it was a week or 2) then I will have to see a lawyer, not as much because I want a divorce but because I need to ensure my finances don;t get any worse and he racks up debt that I will be responsible for. If he isn't coming back there is really no reason to wait.

When I got home from work I came in and talked to my daughter immediately H started telling me about adventure bear that she brought home so I looked at the bear while he talked. I went into my room to change out of the skirt I had on into jeans and when I walked back into the living room he was gone.

I did falter and send a text re: leaving rudely and looking for rental houses. He called and chewed my ear a bit for the fact that I came in and refused to even look at him and he tried to tell me about the bear and I didn;t look at him at all then went to my room, and he invited me to dinner and I didn't respond. I wish I had of just left it and he could have stewed about me not paying the right amount of attention to him but instead he got to me which validated him. He called at 9 to see how the movie was, I let him talk to D then let him go.