Still in love and struggling

[Wide_awake]

Aaack. How do I get thru this? How do I not let it rip me apart?

She sent me a myspace page that she is creating for work and even tho it is for work, it has her age and her zodiac sign and her marital status. She put single. I wasn't expecting that to hurt so much, but it still does.

I'm doing everything I can to support her and just be loving and caring. I do pretty good with her, I'm in the moment enjoying the time. It is this other time that I find myself just floating along.

Found out today that a coworker of mine is getting a divorce. She isn't ready to talk about the details, but it was so shocking to me. They just moved into their dream house less than a year ago and have a 4 year old son. Her husband is out of the house already at her demand-I'm thinking he must of had an affair or something that painful. They've been together 20 years.

Why is this so common?

I'm rambling, I know!