I have been good wen talking to her...but it still hurts...and every once in a while the kids will tell me somethig the a@@hole did or said...I used to ask them not to talk about him to me..but I guess thats wrong to do to them...I'm trying to stay strong Jack....I had to get my financials to my attorney today so things are moving....It scares me the closer I get to a D...but what else can I do? On the religious side I am trying to let God grab the steering wheel but I have tried it before and things just keep progressing. It seems like all of my fears have come true so far......
H 42 W 37 M17 T20 years 3 daughters 11,11,14 seperated 11/26/07 EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8 Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon