Hi again, old friends and new. I am so sorry its taken so long to reply, I forgot my log in details and tried to re-register, but couldnt even remember the e.mail addy Id registered with, duh!! It wouldnt let me re-register with a new name cuz it kept saying someone else had my that e.mail addy...YES!! ME!!! So then I remembered an older e.mail addy and tried to log in with that one, but couldnt remember the password...so then had to get a new password sent to the OLD e.mail addy, then it turned out I had a differtent username that I thought..blah blah blah... , so now Im "meany". Clear as mud, huh??
Anyway, thanks for all your replies. I cant do multi-quotes (as you can tell, Im not a computer wizz, haha) so I hope I dont leave any of you out, but I want to reply to you...
First off "hellooooo kell!!!!! How are you my friend?? Its SO good to hear from you! Id LOVE to catch up with you!!
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Write me, we,ll catch up, ok? Are you doing ok Kell???
Batty, great to hear from you!! A real blast from the past Youve come a long way, as we all have. Its a good feeling when you see your WAS and feel very little, except pity...thats what I feel for CD. I see him and he looks so old and ill, and sad. It makes me feel sorry for him a bit (but I also admit that I do hide my mouth behind my hand and snigger slightly :/) Gotta be done sometimes!!
Imp,my cheeky little friend...glad your boys are with you. Are they with you living, or just staying over and thrashing you on the X box? Are you a sore loser?
Liv, I sent you an e.mail when you pm,d me on the MF, did you ever get it? Or maybe I changed e.mails and you replied to the wrong one, either way it would be good to hear from you, Ive just given SA3 my e.mail addy above, you are more than welcome to e.mail me, and very welcome to come visist whenever you are in this neck of the woods, just say when and I,ll have the wine chilling
cagzmom, Hi, thanks for your post. Im glad I gave you hope. You WILL get through this. You WILL let go. If I did, anyone can. Seriously, you WILL. You wont be the same person, but you will be a better person and definately a STRONGER one. One day you will be making posts similar to this, and it will hit you, that you are OVER it. Dont give up hope on that score...Im a emotional,passionate person who felt everything in the most painfull way, I was my own worst enemy in a way because I could NOT detach from all the drama. I was the worst DBer on here, and I thought that, because of extra baggage from my childhood, which was abusive, plus a H that made many Hs on here look like saints (yes, he really was THAT bad), what chance did I have of moving on and thriving.but I did, and you will too. Very good luck to you.x
Im going to try to post more often now...I dont know that any advice I can give would help anyone though, unless someone wants to be told how NOT to DB, haha....perhaps I could start a thread "ADVICE ON HOW TO GET IT WRONG...ALL QUESTIONS ANSWERED"
and tried to re-register, but couldnt even remember the e.mail addy Id registered with, duh!! It wouldnt let me re-register with a new name cuz it kept saying someone else had my that e.mail addy...YES!! ME!!! 
So then I remembered an older e.mail addy and tried to log in with that one, but couldnt remember the password...so then had to get a new password sent to the OLD e.mail addy, then it turned out I had a differtent username that I thought..blah blah blah... 
, so now Im "meany". Clear as mud, huh?? 
