Quote: I am trying to make the days longer, but I haven’t quite figured it out yet.
please be sure to keep us posted on your progress in that area!
sad (damn it I hate calling you sad)
things aren't always easy...there are reminders and of course the first year of anniversaries is the toughest.
You can do nothing or you can plan a little escape for you and w...just some relaxing time...get a sitter for the kids..sounds like she could use it too.
as far as wondering if you'll still have the neg feelings ten years from now...well I should be talking to myself here but why worry about what will be...take it one day at a time and know worry about ten years from now in ten years ok?!