I don't want to mess this up and backslide with this progress achieved so far..
I am not sure if this will be a bitch session or work on (R)..
She want to discuss our relationship -Most likely issues with me.. She seemed willing to discuss drinking..
She is still in absolute denial , but willing to understand me problem with (OM).. Swears no physical contact with (OM).IT IS THE GREEN EYED MONSTER..
She says she has no interest at all. He is the same age of deceased son.. Am I crazy??
Do I really believe she would stoop to break up marriage.. Swears sense she moved out -My confidence has sunken to so low and jealousy is so strong..
I messed up last night and told some mutual friends -I had caught her and I could forgive her.. But I told on her and I jnow she will find out and feel so violated and betrayed -
I really have already so concerned ..
what should I do ??
M:43 G/F:45 R: 1 yr and 8 months
We all want to be loved... With someone who is in Love with You
