Hello folks. I still am unable to come up with a list of what I would be doing different if I had forgiven Sam.
I have good news: the charges against me were dropped and I can pick up my knife! Yippee!!!
On a sour note: I might lose my job because I was arrested and apparently the people I work for now think me a felon or something. Jerks.
And just to make things more interesting...a woman I once loved from afar is now single and has asked to go out. Now I am really confused. It's not that I don't love Sam, I just don't know if I can recover from HER infidelity. Why blow a chance at being with someone else?
Someone who can make me feel good about myself. I am so confused...I just want to be happy, damn it! And I am not happy right now!
