hello sad, this is the first i have read about your sitch, but i am so sorry that you are still having a very rough time with it
but isn't it comforting knowing that the vets on the board are still having a rough time with forgiveness as well
that is where i am with this whole thing too, balancing a decision based on what i know is right for the children. that is a sacrifice we have to make being the ones who didn't sin
please post more often so that those on board can better help with your sitch
