My kids see her facebook profile, as I said the pics are not erotic or anything, and I have often thought that I am overjealous about it. It is just in the context of that A that they really freak me out. Maybe It's just me who thinks they portray her as sexy. But she does get those "sexy" comments from other guys.
The sudden reversion to top secrecy really has me worried about the possibility of another EA, there are a few guys who correspond with her on a daily basis who would all like to be her friend.
I accept that I should not snoop because it won't save my marraige and my W has already started the divorce procedures, but the more secretive she gets the more it eats at my insides. I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO THE TEMPTATION! There, I am resolved. No snooping. I will not snoop. (It is so easy to do... I love hacking computers.)
So here are my goals for the next week. --I will not snoop. I will completely detach from what she may be doing or did before. --I will not pursue her, seem clingy or needy. --I will not judge her but support her. I WILL NOT GET INVOLVED IN ARGUMENTS! --I will casually(!) and HONESTLY compliment W 3 times a day --I will try to spend time with W every day to tell her about my day and ask her about hers. --I will try to think of a spectacular 180... --I will consciously decide every day to love her unconditionally - no matter what.
Got to go now, W is at bellydancing and I have to get D7 to bed.
Kolle
Me 43 W 42 M 1998 S16 S15 D7 D4 bomb 07/03/2007 OPA ILYBNILWY My Thread
