I think it might be time........

[kat727]

I think you are making a huge mistake. It is not the place the helps define you but what is inside, so going somewhere away from your family is NOT going to help you gain peace. Go on a long weekend if you must but I know the damage that has been done to my kids from their Dad walking out the door.
My oldest doesn't care if he ever comes back. My H is/was a good person basically the made the most horrible choices and he will sadly pay the price right along side our kids.
kat