Hi, guys - dfb - your comment, short and sweet, has been another good reality check for me. I am noticing that it is, indeed, an insecurity thing when I look at times I have thought about other men being around me. I just feel so disgusted with myself when I look at these issues. But, they are becoming easier and easier to deal with, the more I understand the motivation. They become just normal blips on the screen, rather than big huge emotional deals that have to be hashed out with SBH or therapist or whatever...
SBH - thanks for being so understanding and supportive - you're the greatest!
