W ias still at home and looks for now to have given up on moving out for some reason. Most of this will be due to DB'ing on my part and that has resulted in a lot less pressure on W . I know she is doing this for the Kids and she treats me with indifference mostly. Through this process she has withdrawn further , stopped wearing any jewellery that I gave her , stopped wearing wedding ring. The hardest part is that everyone , even casual aquaintances get treated better than me and that is tough to take with a smile. I feel like a neccessary evil in her life. The anger has gone mostly to be replaced with this indifference which is even worse. Right now it feels like we are going nowhere with no progress.
Oh how things have changed in a year, I had almost forgotten how W was back then , We have come a long way since then even though we are apart. There is a touch of Warmth between us now , not a lot but a big thaw over what it was like one year ago today.
