Quote: KAW has spoken before about thing working like a pendulum...I've had the highs and lows in my sit too...eventually the pendulum swings balance out...and not too far off...
could you tell me where each of you have spoken of this? I very much value your opinions and would like to read how each of you dealt with the swings. many times sam doesn't have the energy to help because of all of the extra stuff she is having to deal with. she admits this and feels bad that she can't give me her all just yet and i just say, "it's ok, my time will come." but, i do need more sometimes. my insecurities come honestly; every woman in my life has betrayed me in some way, most by infidelity. pattern? probably. but i'm working on that part. the fact remains that i have trust issues and when i finally decide to trust fully again, i am betrayed, and unfortunately the one person i need to help me with them is the one person who cannot. i do love sam so very much, i just need some assurances now and then.
this hurts deeply and is going to take a long time to heal.
