Hi guys, thank you for your reply - I appreciate a lot - Why did I go out of the house? - Because right now I have some economical problems, my business has been struggling lately and I can afford only a small place, while my wife makes a good 6 figures so she can easily afford the place we were living in. Plus I think for the kids would have been much more traumatic if she was the one living, and I don't want to put them through a move. I know to them it seems I am the one living, while I am the one kicked out, but I still think for them is better this way. Today I blew it - I told W I don't think she should introduce to the kids to OM just few weeks after I moved out - they are going through enough already - she said the just met "by chance" at the park and the kids have no idea - so why is my D so eager to tell me everything? We ended up fighting, so I give to this day a 2. I thought I could digest the fact my wife is seeing somebody, but it is supertough - hearing her saying she likes this guy, with him is going to be different bla bla bla bla - I couldn't take it . I said GO WITH THIS GUY - WHO CARES - I DON'T WANT YOU ANYWAY - YOU ARE DISGUSTING ME - and that is what I was feeling... Before that she was trying to engage in a friendly converastion, but I couldn't, I was too bothered. I think I have to see her as least as possible now. I miss my family but I am disgusted with what is happening - I don't know if I would be ever able to forgive. I am very sorry for my kids
