I don't see a major slide in your post. I see some sad, hard reflecting that is totally normal unless you are a robot. I feel the same way about my H. He passes along the 'need' to be close friends with me...ummm...I have never had a friend that has treated/IS treating me this way.
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and I think I'll have an easier time finding that than what she's trying to find
Yes, you will. It'll be easier finding that person and staying happy because you worked on you. Your W is still running.
