I think I may have started a major slide. Sitting here amongst the boxes, the bare walls. After this weekend, W emailed me 4 times re: things she thought I'd be interested in. Why? I know it's her way of saying, "Friends still, right?" But we aren't. She's f*cked up big time and is going to lose one of the only people who has ever understood her. I'm not going to be pretentious - she's perfectly capable of surviving alone and I'm sure she can be with someone else long enough to establish an understanding relationship. Will that next person be willing to show the patience and understanding? Good question. That's her gamble, not mine. My path is to find someone with more empathy, and I think I'll have an easier time finding that than what she's trying to find.
Still no D papers. She said she'd contact me later in the week, which I'm assuming will be in re: to the joint account. I've made it clear that the business dealings have GOT to be handled. That and the mortgage. I'm starting to wonder if she'll split the joint, buy the house, and still drag her feet on the D. Then again, I can get papers tomorrow. Who knows and why should I worry.
