I am back. I don;t have to worry about whether or not I should kick my husband out anymore because he chose to leave. He wants to "see what he is missing" if he is away from me because maybe that will help get his head on straight....I am pretty sure that he won't be back, he says he needs a week. Really I am destroyed but this is probably a blessing in disguise because I should have forced him to leave by now especially following the drunken mess a week ago. I guess that is the silver lining, he did what I couldn;t do. My question, do I just go totally dark now, with the exception of child care?
He has been gone 10 minutes, I have already sobbed uncontrollaby and thrown up. I just rec'd my first text. "Believe me this will work out in the end." I will not respond. I am so broken.
Me~34 H~38 D6.5
EA/PA-DEC.07
Moved out~Apr.13,08 Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08 No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009
