"Our home has been a financial burden since we bought it but we always managed to stay afloat."
Now.. why would you go and buy a house you could not afford? NFC Disease. Planning for that future, living that life, bigger, better, faster. I can see the love in that. Don't tell me you can't. I can also see the love in you selling it.
"I am angry that his parents are paying for him to go on an exotic out of the country trip with his girlfriend because HE needs the down time and stress release of a vacation....WTF?!?!?!"
I am with you on that one. WTF!
"Supposedly if I were to ever ask them for help they would help me with the bills and feeding their grandchildren."
It takes alot for a man to go asking for help from his parents. I felt like such a shi*head staying there, them giving me money, washing my clothes, changing my sheets. Who knows what they would have done. Don't hold it against them.
"I still love my H as much now as I ever have"
I know. I saw it. I still see it.
"that he was never ready to share his toys and his money and his life with kids."
He did. Just not the way you expected. You could not see it. I am telling you.. You will. Now, down the road.. Whatever. You will. If you don't.. You have learned nothing.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
