Waw At full speed

[tomcat65]

Hi everyone sorry about the confusing post!!I think I just got really confused trying to figure things out>I just got sucked in to the rollercoaster!!I have been reading a lot of older posts on MLC.I think ive finally figured most of this stuff out if you can believe that!!LOL.The way W wont talk to the two younger kids is they try to tell her like it is,but she doesnt want to believe it so she just ignores them.Im starting to actually see some of this much clearer!The thing with her forgetting,I think that is just not on her priority list.Its not what she wants in her life now.She wants to be free ,thinks I made everything unhappy,which is wrong.Thats why she is distancing herself from everybody,because her new group of friends cant judge her because they relly dont know her,only what she tells them.The only way this will ever change is if she ever wakes up,god only knows how long that could be!!But im doing beter right now then I have since this started,hanging out with good friends,my sons,were really starting to have alot of fun.I noticed im smiling a lot more,than i have in a long time.I think Im am really getting this.I feel now like i can go on no matter what happens and still be a great person,Dad,and be honest with myself.Take care all-Mike