Well I had a pretty good day, went to see C this morning and S10 had ball practice tonight. Instead of sitting on the sidelines with W, I decided it was time to get back to my life as I have been helping coach for the past 3 years but this year I opted out due to the circumstances I am currently in. So instead of sitting with W and letting her see I am not myself as this has been the routine, I got back out on the field and helped with practice. It felt great and took my mind off things for those 2 hours. I realized I needed to start doing these things again today and made my mind up that when I am at the ballfields I will be out on them instead of on the sidelines, I have never been one to watch anyway, I would rather be participating, it makes time go by faster and is much funner.
Of course when W got there she saw I had my glove out and said oh, are you helping them out tonight? She basically sat in her car to watch with S7 as there were not many mothers there tonight due to a split practice with the team for tonight and tomorrow.
Anyway, all in all, I had a pretty good day and got to relieve my mind from all of what is going on with my sitch.
