[girlfromipanema]

Thanks, Karen. We must have cross-posted. I am just so tired of the silence. It's deafening. I sort of wish he was screaming at me. The cold silence is doing me in...

Plus, I have no escape. Home: he's there. Work: he's there. Maybe I should move out... get some space from him for a while?

Uggggh. I'm so conflicted!