Living one day at a time

[Dr LOve]

Hey CW,
I was not ignoring ya it's just that I tried to find out how long ago I did have "the talk" W my W. YES she knows that I am not happy but during that talk she told me that she was really stressed about not having a job. (Money is getting really tight now, Cost about $100.00 a week just for gas for me to get to work). Anyway I agreed back then to wait until she got a job. Then we can talk. SOOO I am kind of stuck... It's been about 2 months....
So for those of you I did not e-mail... I mean if I had e mails to I would have, not that I do but if I had and you were not one of them.... Saturday son and I went to the coast for the day... had a great time. Sunday I spent the whole day at MIL house working in her yard. When I got home I was tired and did say this to W. MIL came over our house and W wanted me to BBQ some steaks... She then made her mom and herself a drink. I kept waiting for her to ask me if I wanted one but it never happened. Yes I know I should have just asked her to but I am an idiot. So I got up and made myself one. I guess I was slamming things down a little and W asked what my problem was and I told her I was thirsty too... She said I thought you were too tired. And she slammed the sliding door on her way out... Well I kind of let it go and so did she so I guess I did not screw up too bad. Anyway Son and I are going camping text weekend for the weekend. I told W she should stop by. (I only live about 45 min form the coast where we will be camping) she said she was thinking about getting her mom and bringing us lunch on Saturday....

New Update... Ok this may come to a shock to Nik B. I know during a stressful time it is not recommended but I am going to quit smoking. Yes Nik I do smoke. The night I was with you I was so relaxed I did not even think if having a cigarette. I do not and have never smoked around my kids. I was smoking when I met wife and smoked around her but quit a few years after we married. Then My Daughter got really sick and I spent a week in the hospital sleeping in a chair because they did not know what was wrong with her. My W told me to go ahead and have a cigarette (Yes I know it WAS my decision but I let that give me permission) and I have been a closet smoker ever since. I W know I do and did mention it that it bothers her the day of the discovery of the pictures... Anyway I signed up for a class next Wednesday and my doctor prescribed "bupropion". It's an anti depressant that Doctors discovered that when they gave it to depressed people that smoked they gave up smoking...

My Question to the public is.

1) Should I tell wife I am quitting? I only have one workshop to go to so she would not wonder where I am going...
2) Should I tell wife about taking the anti depressant? I mean she will see the bottle on the bathroom sink.

AI pick up the pills tomorrow and am supposed to start taking them then....

Husband