No reason for the title of the thread other than I just heard this song and its stuck in my head. been awhile since I have posted on my own thread.( I am ryming and I did n ot mean to \:\) ) I am working away at the new job and loving it. Been fixing up the new house, one room at a time. My best friend is doing the decorating for me since she has a knack for decorating and I don't. Had to email X awhile back asking for a copy of a form from our old house so I could finish my taxes. When he emailed me back he did not asnwer the question, he asked me if I took his name off my car. I told him along time ago I did. uggg. So I did not bother to respond. I called the mortgage company and got a copy mailed to me. The X's can be sooo accomodating when the D is not final and they are trying to get you to go easy on them in court. But once its all said and done, forget them wanting to be helpful.
I am seeing someone.I have known him awhile. he is very nice, a true gentleman. As my stepmom says "very manly". My X was my height, small in stature and kind of fem. This guy is tall, nice build and has rugged looks. Anyhoo we have fun together. Altough he is into hunting, and I dont agree with it. But thats his choice, his hobby and If I dont like it I dont have to be around it. He has two hunting dogs who I love. His female and my male have a crush on each other ; Having a hard time trusting. He lives a few hours away so my take on it is he could be dating someone there and I would not even know. He says he isn't. Sometimes I say "whatever I don't care". Maybe having a wall up. I want to believe in someone again, I want to totally trust someone again. Will I be able to? only time will tell. Well thats my boring tale. Hope all is well with everyone.


found out about affair 8/06
H moves out Nov/06
D final 8/07
X re marries OW 5/08
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Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow".
-- Mary Anne Radmacher