no expectations 6

[peacetoday]

PH Upside
Thanks
I think he was crabby anyway when he got here yesterday and he looks bad I feel sorry for him
he looks in pain or out of control
he seemed to get angry at anything yesterday
I dont think he reacts when I am nice
he reacts more when Im unavailable I think
and I sense he gots angry when I said i was leaving to return phonecall and use him as a babysitter
but RCR told me to say
since we are NOT a family anymore, I will leave you alone to spend time with the kids
i think he still likes pretending we are this make believe family even for a few moments
peace