I was very dipolmatic, but stated my case (see above).. he knows im upset, when he comes home I will just keep my distance.
I just hate this.. I can't trust anything and it just makes me physcially ill.
Im emotional today, which doesn't help. Sometimes I do feel that he will eventually really have an affair.. or he's already had one I just haven't found out about it yet. I know im torturing myself.. don't get me wrong I don't always feel like this, but we had such a good day on my bdday, now its one step forward two steps back.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
