Day by day it is getting easier, more natural to have no expectations. In the back of my mind I do still have hope, but it is more of a long term hope for the future, not so much an everyday kindof hope for something to change b/c of my actions or inactions. This is b/c I don't expect H to be able to figure his life out in the next few months.
I am concentrating on my life, my D, my interests and my friends. H is travelling alot, and that is probably the best thing for both of us right now.
FA
What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.
FA:43, H:42 D:7 M:10 yrs, T:24 yrs EA:?, PA:1/06 S:3/07 EA/PA ongoing Aborted attempt to move home 07/08
