CL,

I go over and sit with him and maybe I should just say i am fine wheere i am but, I long to feel that connection. For me im hoping that maybe it will begin to feel emotional to him.

Im sure he senses the distance. becuase every time I pull back from him in a loving way he pulls me back in with a lot of attentiveness. He does know something is up and I think it scares him.


JAK


You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez