Midst of D, R even further on the downswing

[NoDirection]

Time,
Thank you for the compliment. Early on in this I realized that I can only control me and do things that will maek people want to be around me. It was obvious from her behavior since June that I was not acting in a manner that she wanted to be around. After months of trying to improve me and make me more appealing, I realized that the time in which she would want to be with me would never come. Once she began keeping my S away from me, I knew there was no reason to remain married to her.

She is the model of someone who has to remain mad and is trying to do everything to make me mad. This weekend, we agreed to make sure there was someone available to be with our sick S. Saturday night, she goes out and has the guy who she has been dating since October come to the house and pick her up. There was an initial shock to it but then I realized, what kind of guy will come and do that and it was another futile attempt by her to get a rise out of me. Little did she know that my night was made by being able to hang out with my S. Anyone that knows me, knows that I would rather spend time at home with him than anything else in the world. Ultimately, I won...