Im so sick of second guessing everything, I know that it takes time, but when little thing like this happens, it sets me back so far.
He called and I just said I couldn't talk right now. He then called me again 5 minutes later, I just didn't answer. It could be nothing, that is why im not talking to him yet, I have calm down first.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
