Can I post here ?

[Mark1965]

Also I have been a wusse up til this point - I have thought about buying the book and website: http://www.[censored].com/ .. Has anybody ever read it or tried it's ideas..Always gave in - I held out the olive branch.. She would readily concede and quickly for me, as if that was a "q" she needs for her pride and selfness?? She was stating last Friday night when talking brutally about me -

That she could have this person or that person .. Why would she put up with me??

We have had some issues in the past.. Should I finish the every detail of our relationship..

I do have issues -I need to clear up for myself.. I just keep running them through my head .. For 2 days now..

I would disclose them here - But am afraid of the rejection from this broad.. I really just don't know to go with them ..

It is not like -I continue or continued with my bad stuff- But she couldn't or will not let go of them..

I need this board to help me through this crap.. I wish I wasn't the type that needed approval from others to forgive myself? Is that normal ??

Mark