Sue,

don't cry!! \:\(

Everything I said I meant, and it was from my heart.

I hope you are feeling better. Im sorry you are lonely... I know what you mean about doing things yourself.. my H is working a lot and never here so I end up doing things myself, its just easier than if I wait for him..Believe me I have a laundry list of things that need to be done, but these are things I can't do.

Anyways, my point is, I know you are independent, but it IS nice to have someone take care of you,I think we all feel like that now and again. ;\)

Keep yourself busy, leaving no time to begin feeling bad. That's what I try and do (doesn't always work) but It keeps my mind going. I know in May I will be crying the blues to you when H leave for the west, so I will look to you guys then \:\)

Your strong, and I know this will pass, and it will get easier.

love to you..

tal


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.