Iv'e noticed that H doesn't remember a lot, even most things that happened in our M. Things the kids did or things that happened between us, any of it. But, he can tell you what day and year that he shot most of his deer.
This bothers me and makes me feel that I have been so unimportant in his life. At first I thought it was the MLC but, I don't think so. Guess I can just add this to the list of things that go along with my needs not being met.
Iv'e been working on detaching but, it is soooo hard with him here. He sucks me in every time that I pull back from him. I do things for him but I have been quiet speak softly and try not to spend to much time around him. At nite when we are watching tv I will sit on one end of the couch and he will about sit on top of me. When I sit on another piece of furniture he say's, you can sit with me.
But, he doesn't have those feelings emotionally.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
