You are right... I need to continue to work on not letting W hurt me. I'm hoping my DB coach can help me act "as if" more and more. I talk w/ the coach tomorrow, so I'm really hoping for some help b/c W does still get to me. I can't understand why she has to be so mean. Well, I understand, but what happened to the decency of the person I knew?
I know I'm not supposed to believe anything I hear and only 50% of what I read, but I'm just not sure my W will be coming out of this one. I'll continue to keep the slim hope alive for as long as I can, but I'm struggling to stay positive here.
I'm also concerned w/ her co-parenting abilities as she is showing ZERO interest in sharing and is acting like a spoiled child. If the evaluator does what I'm hoping for in granting 50/50 custody and joint legal custody, then I'm afraid W will blow a gasket and who knows what will happen then.
I'm off to bed now as I have to get up earlier so I can take the call in the morning w/ the DB coach. I'll keep you all updated as usual and thanks for your support. I need it now as this afternoon's been rough.
