thank you for your posts. Saterday i went to the MC. i thought the women was a horrid evil women. i felt like she pointed at me for not forgiving by now. she has said that she gave you 9 years of being faithful to you. she said some other crap i didn't really listen to because i have been married for 14 years and she was supposto give me 14 years. so it relly isn't compforting at all.
I am not a swearing man however the adjatives flew after the session. she did however show me how to breath to help me through my rough spots. W thought that she was a good C. in the fiorst 5 M. i felt that i had a target on my chest and she had a gun. i was rubed the wrong way so many times i felt that my emotions had a bike crash and 80% of my body had road rash. however becasuse of some of the things she said i will go at least 1 more time just to see if it is the same.
sorry for the spelling i am so uptight that i can't think strait.
we also had a meeting with my religous leader, which was much better. by it is so much better when the spirt of christ is involved.
there is so much more i could say however i have been threw a very emotional day today. its amazing that crying wipes you out.
